March 31, 2005
NOW I REALLY FEEL LIKE BLOGGING!!! coz the FUCK FEELING COME AGAIN!!!!
I THOT THIS FEELING WILL GONE FOREVER. BUT NEVER!!!! IT WILL REPEAT AGAIN! EVERY THING TAT HAPPEN TO MY LIFE WILL REPEAT AGAIN TO MAKE ME FEEL THE KICK AND PAIN AND I DUN LEARN!. HAHAHAH!! YA DUN LEARN WHICH I TILL NOW BROUGHT IT TO THIS STATE MYSELF!.
FOR SO LONG I NV BLOG COZ I REALLY GOT NUTHING GD TO SAY. I NV BEEN HAPPY B4 FOR SO LONG. AND NUTHING REALLY HAPPY HAPPEN TO ME. MAY BE GOT BUT FUCK THINGS ARE MORE DEN HAPPY SO I FORGOT. MY HOLIDAYS = NO HOLIDAYS. MY FREE TIME = SLP. I NEED ALOT OF SLP. COZ NUTHING HAPPY TO MAKE ME STAY AWAKE. I RATHER SLP FOREVER.
I USE TO BE VERY HAPPY EVERYDAY LAST TIME. YA EVERYDAY!!!! I CAN LAUGH NON STOP. NOW I CAN LAUGH TOO. BUT ACTING. I AM TIRED. I REALLY NO MOOD TO LAUGH. EVRRYTHING NO INTEREST IN LIFE AT THIS MOMENT. THOT HOLIDAYS I GOT FREE TIME TO DO SOUL SEARCHING. BUT NO. HOLIDAYS IS MORE BUSY AND TULAN DEN SCH OPEN. AND I MEAN IT. I HATE HOLIDAYS NOW. AND I HATE SCH NOW TOO. YA I EVERYTHING HATE. I NOBODY. I SHIT. I PISSED. I REALLY WANNA FIND SOMETHING EXCITING TO DO.
I READ THRU MY ENTRY I FIND TAT THERES NUTHING INTERESTING TO READ ANYMORE. ALL NO HAPPY THINGS. I LOST INTEREST. I BLOG TO COMPLAIN AND PASTE MY ANGER HERE TO FEEL BETTER. EVERY TIME AFTER I BLOG I REALLY WILL FEEL BETTER. GD.
SCH OPEN NOW. AND I ALREADY START TO FEEL ALL THE STRESS AND PRESSURE COMING ALTOGETHER NOW. I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ONE DAY I WILL SCOLD SOMEONE. U WILL BE UNLUCKY IF U R THE ONE. I NV GOT SUCH THE STRONG FEELING TAT ITS TIME THE ANGER NEED TO BE SHOWN IN MY REAL LIFE.
>>>> TO A SHE. U THOT U WAT KIGN ARH? TMD I KNOW U WUN GET TO READ MY BLOG TATS Y I DARE TO SAY. NNH. ALWAY CARRY THE FUCKING ATTITUDE. ALWAYS ACTING. U REALLY DUN HAVE ANY GD THING FOR ME TO SEE U SONG SONG. REALLY NUTHING AT ALL AFTER I KNOW DEEP THRU U. AND I MEAN IT. PPLE MAY THINK TAT U R THE BEST. YA TRUE U R. BUT THERE IS SOMETHING I FOUND OUT. AND NO NEED TO SAY. ITS FOR U ALL TO FIND OUT. I DUN WAN TO EXPLAIN CUZ I DUNNO HOW. U WILL KNOW HOW IT REALLY FEELS IF U FIND OUT URSELF. AND I BET U WILL BE VERY KICK. FOR SO LONG I NV SEE WRONG PERSON. I HOPE U R THE ONLI ONE I REALLY SEE WRONG. ALL WRONG. I REALLY HOPE. BUT I STILL THINK TAT I NV. I ALWAY HOPE JUS TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. FOR SOME REASON. HOPE A GUY WILL MARRY U SOON. AND HOPE TILL THEN, I SEE U TOTALLY WRONG. I WISH. BUT I DOUBT. STILL GOT ALOT TO SAY ABT U!!!! BUT TIRED.<<<<
I DEEP FEELING WHICH NO ONE UNDERSTAND. I HATE IT!!!!.
Y NOW I NV GET better!!!!! I STILL ANGRY!!!!
I HATE BEING LIKE THIS. OKIE RELAX.
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ALOT OF THINGS AT ONCE WHICH I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MORE.
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thanx to din, fancy and peng the 2 sisters for ur really belated present. hahaha really nv expect it. very surprise and touch. i like it very much.
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2:37 AM.
I THOT THIS FEELING WILL GONE FOREVER. BUT NEVER!!!! IT WILL REPEAT AGAIN! EVERY THING TAT HAPPEN TO MY LIFE WILL REPEAT AGAIN TO MAKE ME FEEL THE KICK AND PAIN AND I DUN LEARN!. HAHAHAH!! YA DUN LEARN WHICH I TILL NOW BROUGHT IT TO THIS STATE MYSELF!.
FOR SO LONG I NV BLOG COZ I REALLY GOT NUTHING GD TO SAY. I NV BEEN HAPPY B4 FOR SO LONG. AND NUTHING REALLY HAPPY HAPPEN TO ME. MAY BE GOT BUT FUCK THINGS ARE MORE DEN HAPPY SO I FORGOT. MY HOLIDAYS = NO HOLIDAYS. MY FREE TIME = SLP. I NEED ALOT OF SLP. COZ NUTHING HAPPY TO MAKE ME STAY AWAKE. I RATHER SLP FOREVER.
I USE TO BE VERY HAPPY EVERYDAY LAST TIME. YA EVERYDAY!!!! I CAN LAUGH NON STOP. NOW I CAN LAUGH TOO. BUT ACTING. I AM TIRED. I REALLY NO MOOD TO LAUGH. EVRRYTHING NO INTEREST IN LIFE AT THIS MOMENT. THOT HOLIDAYS I GOT FREE TIME TO DO SOUL SEARCHING. BUT NO. HOLIDAYS IS MORE BUSY AND TULAN DEN SCH OPEN. AND I MEAN IT. I HATE HOLIDAYS NOW. AND I HATE SCH NOW TOO. YA I EVERYTHING HATE. I NOBODY. I SHIT. I PISSED. I REALLY WANNA FIND SOMETHING EXCITING TO DO.
I READ THRU MY ENTRY I FIND TAT THERES NUTHING INTERESTING TO READ ANYMORE. ALL NO HAPPY THINGS. I LOST INTEREST. I BLOG TO COMPLAIN AND PASTE MY ANGER HERE TO FEEL BETTER. EVERY TIME AFTER I BLOG I REALLY WILL FEEL BETTER. GD.
SCH OPEN NOW. AND I ALREADY START TO FEEL ALL THE STRESS AND PRESSURE COMING ALTOGETHER NOW. I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ONE DAY I WILL SCOLD SOMEONE. U WILL BE UNLUCKY IF U R THE ONE. I NV GOT SUCH THE STRONG FEELING TAT ITS TIME THE ANGER NEED TO BE SHOWN IN MY REAL LIFE.
>>>> TO A SHE. U THOT U WAT KIGN ARH? TMD I KNOW U WUN GET TO READ MY BLOG TATS Y I DARE TO SAY. NNH. ALWAY CARRY THE FUCKING ATTITUDE. ALWAYS ACTING. U REALLY DUN HAVE ANY GD THING FOR ME TO SEE U SONG SONG. REALLY NUTHING AT ALL AFTER I KNOW DEEP THRU U. AND I MEAN IT. PPLE MAY THINK TAT U R THE BEST. YA TRUE U R. BUT THERE IS SOMETHING I FOUND OUT. AND NO NEED TO SAY. ITS FOR U ALL TO FIND OUT. I DUN WAN TO EXPLAIN CUZ I DUNNO HOW. U WILL KNOW HOW IT REALLY FEELS IF U FIND OUT URSELF. AND I BET U WILL BE VERY KICK. FOR SO LONG I NV SEE WRONG PERSON. I HOPE U R THE ONLI ONE I REALLY SEE WRONG. ALL WRONG. I REALLY HOPE. BUT I STILL THINK TAT I NV. I ALWAY HOPE JUS TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. FOR SOME REASON. HOPE A GUY WILL MARRY U SOON. AND HOPE TILL THEN, I SEE U TOTALLY WRONG. I WISH. BUT I DOUBT. STILL GOT ALOT TO SAY ABT U!!!! BUT TIRED.<<<<
I DEEP FEELING WHICH NO ONE UNDERSTAND. I HATE IT!!!!.
Y NOW I NV GET better!!!!! I STILL ANGRY!!!!
I HATE BEING LIKE THIS. OKIE RELAX.
@&($@%&$(!^*$(!*%$^!$*()^!(^$!_^$!^*#_!#!_#!()$^!_^$ !(^*)_!#6 _!^)_!^ )_!^0 !)^ !)0 !^* ! )!^$ !) ! 06 !$0!)$6!)^$1684^ !^$01648-1 0!^$)*^!$^!($)581541986(!%$&!%$ \\\\
ALOT OF THINGS AT ONCE WHICH I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MORE.
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thanx to din, fancy and peng the 2 sisters for ur really belated present. hahaha really nv expect it. very surprise and touch. i like it very much.
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2:37 AM.
March 22, 2005
if ytd this time i blog, it wun be a blog it will be a cls rm for u all to learn all the AH BENGS SENTENCE AND POEMS i know. ALL SPLIT OUT TO SCOLD ONE PERSON. PEH WEI GUANG. PUI!
nw in stable mood. I HATE!. i WAN ANGRY MOOD! VERY EXCITING! and i will think alot learn alot. got a feeling to kill every one and wun go jail. coz crzy police cannot catch.
pple always say put urself in others pple's shoe can?? FUCK IT!! put too much u finding trouble for urself. dunno last time young hu always say this to me. KNN! if i remember, u better wear my shoe forever. i wan to barefoot walking on the street.
i wonder wat i come to this world for. kana sian. come here do rubbish. i choose the wrong path for my life. i cant turn back i wun think back. i will move one and KILL PPLE. muz adjust to the right path. if not, its too late.
dun like the feeling tat a fren make me disappointed. but i got a fren tat make me disappointed. haiz... if i nv know her, i will not have the feeling. y mus i know her?? fate arh? ya mayb. i accepted. i accept the fact tat i look dwn on her. everytime see her, nuthing to say. but got alot feeling. the feeling is unexpressable.
DISSAPPOINTED!!!!.~
i start to lost interest in computing. damn sian. i getting phobia again. i will try to use less and less untill the feeling com back. i hate computing means i hate meself. computing make me depression. makes me sad. makes me upside dwn. make me waste time.
today on bus i saw a couple. they old liao like 60+ . they tok very loud and laugh loud and they toking rubbish. they got a bit crazy. if i am one of them, the feeling might be very happy and unforgettable. siao siao pple live in their own fantasy world. got freedom in their own world dun care wat pple think. but the fact is they r really crazy. we see them as mentally disorder pple.
i see how they laugh really very happy. i dunno happy for them or sad for them.
bros!!!! u all long time nv see me!!!! wan to see me???
12:47 AM.
nw in stable mood. I HATE!. i WAN ANGRY MOOD! VERY EXCITING! and i will think alot learn alot. got a feeling to kill every one and wun go jail. coz crzy police cannot catch.
pple always say put urself in others pple's shoe can?? FUCK IT!! put too much u finding trouble for urself. dunno last time young hu always say this to me. KNN! if i remember, u better wear my shoe forever. i wan to barefoot walking on the street.
i wonder wat i come to this world for. kana sian. come here do rubbish. i choose the wrong path for my life. i cant turn back i wun think back. i will move one and KILL PPLE. muz adjust to the right path. if not, its too late.
dun like the feeling tat a fren make me disappointed. but i got a fren tat make me disappointed. haiz... if i nv know her, i will not have the feeling. y mus i know her?? fate arh? ya mayb. i accepted. i accept the fact tat i look dwn on her. everytime see her, nuthing to say. but got alot feeling. the feeling is unexpressable.
DISSAPPOINTED!!!!.~
i start to lost interest in computing. damn sian. i getting phobia again. i will try to use less and less untill the feeling com back. i hate computing means i hate meself. computing make me depression. makes me sad. makes me upside dwn. make me waste time.
today on bus i saw a couple. they old liao like 60+ . they tok very loud and laugh loud and they toking rubbish. they got a bit crazy. if i am one of them, the feeling might be very happy and unforgettable. siao siao pple live in their own fantasy world. got freedom in their own world dun care wat pple think. but the fact is they r really crazy. we see them as mentally disorder pple.
i see how they laugh really very happy. i dunno happy for them or sad for them.
bros!!!! u all long time nv see me!!!! wan to see me???
12:47 AM.
March 14, 2005
a story of a stone
got one stone on the road.
got kicked here and there, car roll over alot of times.
nobody knows y the stone is there.
den one fine day it got picked up and throw at someone.
hit the person head to satisfy the guy's aim,
and drop on the road again.
got kicked here and there, car roll over alot of times.
nobody knows y the stone is there.
den one fine day it got picked up and throw at someone.
hit the person head to satisfy the guy's aim,
and drop on the road again.
story end.
10:27 PM.
March 07, 2005
i am stronger den 3hr b4. jus charge. will be using untill tml 4pm. These few days is my exciting days. Its very challenging and 24hr is not enough. NO shld say 6 hrs is not enough. 18 hrs i will be stoning in front of com. stone and stone untill the time minus minus till i kan jiong den i start work.
i name this feeling, "expanihap."
EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
pple play this game i play this game. pple play untill go sch fight king eyes open big big alert. i oso eyes open big big but soul not wif me. he finding pillow and bed. NNH!
i muz find cheat code!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after tml. i will blog interesting entry. MAUHAHAHA!!!!
7:58 PM.
i name this feeling, "expanihap."
EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP. EXPANIHAP.
its the combination of exciting cum panic cum happy. dun ask me y happy. i not sure. maybe is bcoz exciting cum panic = ki siao = happy. i think so. i invent myself. last time i manage to complete this game in time without using weapon. i find it no kick any more. i cut the time shorter and shorter to add alot excitment. in the end the one hurt is myself. and the one become stronger is oso myself. this game is dangerous. tonite will be another exciting game. tml i have to fight 3 kings. SI BEI SONG! SONG DAo
很多很多..... 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷我嘴吧喷血,
喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷
喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷
喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷
喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷
喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷 喷
喷 喷 喷 喷
喷不停!!!
pple play this game i play this game. pple play untill go sch fight king eyes open big big alert. i oso eyes open big big but soul not wif me. he finding pillow and bed. NNH!
i muz find cheat code!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after tml. i will blog interesting entry. MAUHAHAHA!!!!
my DOOR IS CLOSE. finding cheat code fight tml's 3 kings.
7:58 PM.
March 01, 2005
i know i can. the time will come one day. faster come. dun ask me wat thing. when the time come den i will know. COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i look down on myself this term. i am tired.
something make me dun feel like doing work. i am tired.
pple change for the better. i change for the worst. den one shot to the better zhong de better.
i lie. i am tired.
8:56 PM.
i look down on myself this term. i am tired.
something make me dun feel like doing work. i am tired.
pple change for the better. i change for the worst. den one shot to the better zhong de better.
i lie. i am tired.
8:56 PM.
He touch my left hand on the bus.
scare
i dunno he accidentally touch or purposely with accidentally acting skill touch.i wan to smack him.
HE IS IBP!!!!!!
4:32 PM.
