March 31, 2005
NOW I REALLY FEEL LIKE BLOGGING!!! coz the FUCK FEELING COME AGAIN!!!!
I THOT THIS FEELING WILL GONE FOREVER. BUT NEVER!!!! IT WILL REPEAT AGAIN! EVERY THING TAT HAPPEN TO MY LIFE WILL REPEAT AGAIN TO MAKE ME FEEL THE KICK AND PAIN AND I DUN LEARN!. HAHAHAH!! YA DUN LEARN WHICH I TILL NOW BROUGHT IT TO THIS STATE MYSELF!.
FOR SO LONG I NV BLOG COZ I REALLY GOT NUTHING GD TO SAY. I NV BEEN HAPPY B4 FOR SO LONG. AND NUTHING REALLY HAPPY HAPPEN TO ME. MAY BE GOT BUT FUCK THINGS ARE MORE DEN HAPPY SO I FORGOT. MY HOLIDAYS = NO HOLIDAYS. MY FREE TIME = SLP. I NEED ALOT OF SLP. COZ NUTHING HAPPY TO MAKE ME STAY AWAKE. I RATHER SLP FOREVER.
I USE TO BE VERY HAPPY EVERYDAY LAST TIME. YA EVERYDAY!!!! I CAN LAUGH NON STOP. NOW I CAN LAUGH TOO. BUT ACTING. I AM TIRED. I REALLY NO MOOD TO LAUGH. EVRRYTHING NO INTEREST IN LIFE AT THIS MOMENT. THOT HOLIDAYS I GOT FREE TIME TO DO SOUL SEARCHING. BUT NO. HOLIDAYS IS MORE BUSY AND TULAN DEN SCH OPEN. AND I MEAN IT. I HATE HOLIDAYS NOW. AND I HATE SCH NOW TOO. YA I EVERYTHING HATE. I NOBODY. I SHIT. I PISSED. I REALLY WANNA FIND SOMETHING EXCITING TO DO.
I READ THRU MY ENTRY I FIND TAT THERES NUTHING INTERESTING TO READ ANYMORE. ALL NO HAPPY THINGS. I LOST INTEREST. I BLOG TO COMPLAIN AND PASTE MY ANGER HERE TO FEEL BETTER. EVERY TIME AFTER I BLOG I REALLY WILL FEEL BETTER. GD.
SCH OPEN NOW. AND I ALREADY START TO FEEL ALL THE STRESS AND PRESSURE COMING ALTOGETHER NOW. I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ONE DAY I WILL SCOLD SOMEONE. U WILL BE UNLUCKY IF U R THE ONE. I NV GOT SUCH THE STRONG FEELING TAT ITS TIME THE ANGER NEED TO BE SHOWN IN MY REAL LIFE.
>>>> TO A SHE. U THOT U WAT KIGN ARH? TMD I KNOW U WUN GET TO READ MY BLOG TATS Y I DARE TO SAY. NNH. ALWAY CARRY THE FUCKING ATTITUDE. ALWAYS ACTING. U REALLY DUN HAVE ANY GD THING FOR ME TO SEE U SONG SONG. REALLY NUTHING AT ALL AFTER I KNOW DEEP THRU U. AND I MEAN IT. PPLE MAY THINK TAT U R THE BEST. YA TRUE U R. BUT THERE IS SOMETHING I FOUND OUT. AND NO NEED TO SAY. ITS FOR U ALL TO FIND OUT. I DUN WAN TO EXPLAIN CUZ I DUNNO HOW. U WILL KNOW HOW IT REALLY FEELS IF U FIND OUT URSELF. AND I BET U WILL BE VERY KICK. FOR SO LONG I NV SEE WRONG PERSON. I HOPE U R THE ONLI ONE I REALLY SEE WRONG. ALL WRONG. I REALLY HOPE. BUT I STILL THINK TAT I NV. I ALWAY HOPE JUS TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. FOR SOME REASON. HOPE A GUY WILL MARRY U SOON. AND HOPE TILL THEN, I SEE U TOTALLY WRONG. I WISH. BUT I DOUBT. STILL GOT ALOT TO SAY ABT U!!!! BUT TIRED.<<<<
I DEEP FEELING WHICH NO ONE UNDERSTAND. I HATE IT!!!!.
Y NOW I NV GET better!!!!! I STILL ANGRY!!!!
I HATE BEING LIKE THIS. OKIE RELAX.
@&($@%&$(!^*$(!*%$^!$*()^!(^$!_^$!^*#_!#!_#!()$^!_^$ !(^*)_!#6 _!^)_!^ )_!^0 !)^ !)0 !^* ! )!^$ !) ! 06 !$0!)$6!)^$1684^ !^$01648-1 0!^$)*^!$^!($)581541986(!%$&!%$ \\\\
ALOT OF THINGS AT ONCE WHICH I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MORE.
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thanx to din, fancy and peng the 2 sisters for ur really belated present. hahaha really nv expect it. very surprise and touch. i like it very much.
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2:37 AM.
I THOT THIS FEELING WILL GONE FOREVER. BUT NEVER!!!! IT WILL REPEAT AGAIN! EVERY THING TAT HAPPEN TO MY LIFE WILL REPEAT AGAIN TO MAKE ME FEEL THE KICK AND PAIN AND I DUN LEARN!. HAHAHAH!! YA DUN LEARN WHICH I TILL NOW BROUGHT IT TO THIS STATE MYSELF!.
FOR SO LONG I NV BLOG COZ I REALLY GOT NUTHING GD TO SAY. I NV BEEN HAPPY B4 FOR SO LONG. AND NUTHING REALLY HAPPY HAPPEN TO ME. MAY BE GOT BUT FUCK THINGS ARE MORE DEN HAPPY SO I FORGOT. MY HOLIDAYS = NO HOLIDAYS. MY FREE TIME = SLP. I NEED ALOT OF SLP. COZ NUTHING HAPPY TO MAKE ME STAY AWAKE. I RATHER SLP FOREVER.
I USE TO BE VERY HAPPY EVERYDAY LAST TIME. YA EVERYDAY!!!! I CAN LAUGH NON STOP. NOW I CAN LAUGH TOO. BUT ACTING. I AM TIRED. I REALLY NO MOOD TO LAUGH. EVRRYTHING NO INTEREST IN LIFE AT THIS MOMENT. THOT HOLIDAYS I GOT FREE TIME TO DO SOUL SEARCHING. BUT NO. HOLIDAYS IS MORE BUSY AND TULAN DEN SCH OPEN. AND I MEAN IT. I HATE HOLIDAYS NOW. AND I HATE SCH NOW TOO. YA I EVERYTHING HATE. I NOBODY. I SHIT. I PISSED. I REALLY WANNA FIND SOMETHING EXCITING TO DO.
I READ THRU MY ENTRY I FIND TAT THERES NUTHING INTERESTING TO READ ANYMORE. ALL NO HAPPY THINGS. I LOST INTEREST. I BLOG TO COMPLAIN AND PASTE MY ANGER HERE TO FEEL BETTER. EVERY TIME AFTER I BLOG I REALLY WILL FEEL BETTER. GD.
SCH OPEN NOW. AND I ALREADY START TO FEEL ALL THE STRESS AND PRESSURE COMING ALTOGETHER NOW. I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ONE DAY I WILL SCOLD SOMEONE. U WILL BE UNLUCKY IF U R THE ONE. I NV GOT SUCH THE STRONG FEELING TAT ITS TIME THE ANGER NEED TO BE SHOWN IN MY REAL LIFE.
>>>> TO A SHE. U THOT U WAT KIGN ARH? TMD I KNOW U WUN GET TO READ MY BLOG TATS Y I DARE TO SAY. NNH. ALWAY CARRY THE FUCKING ATTITUDE. ALWAYS ACTING. U REALLY DUN HAVE ANY GD THING FOR ME TO SEE U SONG SONG. REALLY NUTHING AT ALL AFTER I KNOW DEEP THRU U. AND I MEAN IT. PPLE MAY THINK TAT U R THE BEST. YA TRUE U R. BUT THERE IS SOMETHING I FOUND OUT. AND NO NEED TO SAY. ITS FOR U ALL TO FIND OUT. I DUN WAN TO EXPLAIN CUZ I DUNNO HOW. U WILL KNOW HOW IT REALLY FEELS IF U FIND OUT URSELF. AND I BET U WILL BE VERY KICK. FOR SO LONG I NV SEE WRONG PERSON. I HOPE U R THE ONLI ONE I REALLY SEE WRONG. ALL WRONG. I REALLY HOPE. BUT I STILL THINK TAT I NV. I ALWAY HOPE JUS TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. FOR SOME REASON. HOPE A GUY WILL MARRY U SOON. AND HOPE TILL THEN, I SEE U TOTALLY WRONG. I WISH. BUT I DOUBT. STILL GOT ALOT TO SAY ABT U!!!! BUT TIRED.<<<<
I DEEP FEELING WHICH NO ONE UNDERSTAND. I HATE IT!!!!.
Y NOW I NV GET better!!!!! I STILL ANGRY!!!!
I HATE BEING LIKE THIS. OKIE RELAX.
@&($@%&$(!^*$(!*%$^!$*()^!(^$!_^$!^*#_!#!_#!()$^!_^$ !(^*)_!#6 _!^)_!^ )_!^0 !)^ !)0 !^* ! )!^$ !) ! 06 !$0!)$6!)^$1684^ !^$01648-1 0!^$)*^!$^!($)581541986(!%$&!%$ \\\\
ALOT OF THINGS AT ONCE WHICH I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MORE.
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thanx to din, fancy and peng the 2 sisters for ur really belated present. hahaha really nv expect it. very surprise and touch. i like it very much.
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2:37 AM.
