ITS back... after SO MANY DAYSSSSSSSSSSSS.... MTHSSSSSSSSSS...... YRS..............
LIM BEH ISH BACK\\
Spend my life thinkin why why why?? why i still wasting my life till now? untill ppl beside me is leaving. leaving for their own gd. PATHETIC!!!! this post is jus the start. more to come in the future. more EXCITING stuff. story of how i will change my life. will earn back TWICE how much i have wasted from the last post till this post.
pple say ns life is waste of time. my mouth oso always says this when i in ns.. ALWAYS cursing the gov cursing why so stupid y mus serve ns instead of give us the time work in the society gain experience.
Untill the day the pink IC reach my hand. ALL STARTED TO CHANGED! no-more says "sir" no-more tying the stupid fucking long shoe lace, no more waking up at 5.30am!! earlier den my gf, no-more playing saf office politics, no more hearing "hey, u know ytd the fucker wanna aim me. knn i nv do any wrong wanna aim me. FUCKERS." wa lan i hear this my mind sian. another fucking matter again. no-more UNLIMITED OFFS.... tis the best part, i have unlimited off. of coz nuthing come for free, i have to sacrifice some of my time do some easy jods thats it off for tml. hhaa..no-more chiong over nite in forest nv shit nv brush teeth nv urine etc etc.. no -more leaving the one i love at hm during my out field . . AND MANY
NO-MOre... 2 yrs of no-more u think i can finish in one post... wait long long.
My boss CO LTC chua, we seldom tok u believe? SELDOM!!! till now still less den 20 sentence. but i respect him. the face nv smile. but care for nsf. to reach this rank, he really fits.
my 2nd boss godmum.. fucking funny.. someone even says we are together. oh come on... u jealous i got unlimited off? nvm i forgive those naive coz u are working in office.
Working in office i learn alot, not everything i learn is perfect. i learn some ways to deal with GOOD pple too. ha.. for the sake of earning $3000+ frm saf u wanna do this to someone and make other pple smile. FUCK OFF!!! u this retard!!!... i dun wanna say ur name out coz u already brought shame on ur religion. knn.. u oso like one of the retard, nsf dun wanna say u coz they jus wan a better life.
thanks to all the fuckers i know, without u fuckers, i think nsf will go weaker in the society. thanks fuckers, u are too old, ur time is up. have a gd rest. RIP.
Sometimes i think workin in civilian is very exciting. coz working in saf office and civilian is diff.
saf u see rank and boss. outside u onli see power. lol! and outside everyone is equal except boss. i will be in this line soon. more exciting coming up. for 2 yrs when i serving ns, we always quarrel, i know this will nv stop. but lucky still maintain. losing hope in someone means the person is frm bad to worst. i always listen to storys of during ns relationship got prob and thats it. i thot i am the one, but u are doing more den a gf will do, tats y we are still together. i feel regret when i thot of the stuff i shld not have done. last 2 yrs i always think tat i have no freedom. but actually freedom = time management. I HAVE EVEN MORE FREEDOM now. i jus nv make full use of it. On the day i got my PINK card, the 1st thing i thot of was "at last we can have a better life." now i wanna change it to "from now on we will have better life." times up, u have run for 2 yrs. Its time u hand over the baton to me. I will start running when this post is up. u jus have to watch me to prevent the baton from dropping. thank you. 耿岩.

2:55 PM.